Posted by Anonymous on 2020/12/11 under Life Oh my gosh I'm so glad this website is back!! I thought I had lost it forever which is why I hadn't made a post on here in so long. Nonetheless, I know literally no one reads these but they don't have to lol they're for mr. Ok without further delay, My crush on Y part 5
Idk how but I accidentally uploaded this without finishing it.
So anyway, its been a very long time since my last post. I’m not in love with Y anymore. I do however still have fondness for him and I think I always will. He’s just too sweet not to. Some time ago we had two FaceTime calls, like the ones we used too. One of them was with the friend we have in common and the other was just him and I (which has literally never happened). The time we FaceTimed with our friend there was a moment he left the call and it was just him and I and we’ve been in that exact scenario before and he always left bcs “it was awkward” but shockingly this time he didn’t. We talked for about 30 mins I don’t even remember what about. Not long after that one day I texted him something super random bcs I wanted an excuse to talk to him and he actually FaceTimed me by accident but I called him back anyway and we just never hung up we talked for 2 hours from 4 am to 6 am. We had just a really nice conversation I loved it. But really the day my feelings died for him was one day when he hooked up with a girl and idk something just switched inside of me I officially gave up that day. And yea I haven’t talked to him since and I never really looked back lol. Kinda hard to believe I was so deep in my feelings just a couple months ago. Oh well I’m trying to hook up w guys of my own. He’s still heartbroken over his stupid f***ing ex anyways. But yea he will always have that romanticized image in my head, I don’t think that’ll ever go away.